Will I finish the novel?

Looks like I will.  After writing more than 250 pages I gotta finish.  This takes place on a cruise ship on a  four week sailing around The Horn of South America.  The main character, 40 year old Darcy Farthing, struggles with emotional issues surrounding twenty year old, but huge mistakes.  She is also a pragmatic sceptic and there is a philosophical, spiritual, component to the story.  Mainly it is a murder mystery woven through romance, travel, and mysterious coincidences that defy all logic, result in life-changing experiences, and raise questions about the flow of life and change.